End
Road Work
A
line of traffic cones arcs
toward
the berm, where an orange
sign
reads “End Road Work.”
Good
idea, I think. This fixing things
is
getting in the way of doing them.
Hard
to get somewhere when your path
is
constantly in repair. And anyway,
lately
things have been fixing themselves.
The
car stopped making that noise.
The
birdbath stopped leaking.
And
I’ve finally started sleeping
more
than just an hour at a time.
But
I don’t want to think about what’s
really
going on. That the squeaky piece
is
quiet now because it fell off
somewhere
along the road, and the whole
driveshaft
is just waiting to drop out.
That
crack in the birdbath is plugged
with
built-up rust and crud. Rest-
less
bodies will run out of fuel
eventually.
I’m grateful for the sleep.
There
is no end to roadwork.
But
I know nothing about tarmac
or
car parts. When your child is so hurt
that
he lies down in the street, what tool
or
piece can mend the break? If I clean
the
bird bath, it will start to leak again.
When gravel is the skin you wear, it is no
wonder, this instinct to lie down, to make
a road of us, and let the world drive over.
When gravel is the skin you wear, it is no
wonder, this instinct to lie down, to make
a road of us, and let the world drive over.
David J.
Bauman is the author of
two poetry chapbooks, most recently, Angels & Adultery, selected by
Nickole Brown for the Robin Becker Series (Seven Kitchens Press, 2018). He has
new poems published or forthcoming in New Ohio Review, Watershed
Review, Citron Review, and Third Wednesday. His recent poetry
reviews have appeared in Windhover and Whale Road Review. A
resident of Pennsylania, he attended IWU in Marion where his first son was
born.