Her Addiction by Mary Sexson Recompense You laid down the needle, and took up your life again, only looking back to count the reasons you had lived. Your boy beside you each day is enough, you said. So we all walk forward a few steps, holding our breath to see if this can last, or will some terrible pull breach the dike and drag you back into the wash? You say you have your own God, one the books don’t talk about, one who is privy to your fears and secrets. But this God doesn’t punish, or hold you down with guilt. And so I, in my faithlessness, call him to me, render my recompense, and barter for my debt. Back Into the Fray One hundred days did not give you the clarity you sought, nor did it remove any obstacles from your path. It merely proved to be a short respite, for all of us, from the relentless grind of your addiction. We laid our heads down, collectively, and slept a dreamless sleep...
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